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I’m adding a taglist to start, but this post is open to absolutely everyone! <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
*Kneels close by to show solidarity*
Anything we can do to help?
Idk
@jesusredeemedme2425
Is there anything about it you want to talk about? Or maybe just the feelings that you have at the moment? Do you think that might help?
Stuff I can’t share, but it would make much more sense if I did.It’s just… a lot. Everything everywhere all at once. No relief. No rest. No self care. No me. Only sacrifices and travail and constantly moving and burnout until I feel like I’ll collapse. And I just have to keep smiling and keep faking and keep going no matter what.
@jesusredeemedme2425
That sounds like a lot for anyone one person to deal with on their own. I think that there are those who understand that need to keep up appearances at all costs even when our world seems to be imploding.
Whatever masks you feel you have to wear in public, I hope you can set them aside with us and get a little breathing space. You don't need to pretend or be brave in front of us. We will understand if you need to just be comforted and listened to.
I wish more people understood. Knew.
@jesusredeemedme2425
I sympathise with that predicament...wanting people to know what's wrong but not be able or free to let them know what's wrong. A very aching paradox indeed.
Especially because I think of you guys as my family. That hurts when I can’t share :(
@jesusredeemedme2425
I get that. You don't need to share what you can't share for us to still care about you and show solidarity with you.
If you ever can't share something, we will always try to find a way to make you feel better without compromising your need to keep things private.
How?
@jesusredeemedme2425
Firstly by just being here for you to vent and release a bit of the pressure building up...even if all you can do to vent is let us know how you are feeling.
As to how else we might find ways to support you, we shall have to find out ...it is a learning curve for all of us
Idk
@jesusredeemedme2425 hugs you tightly 💖 just know we care and are here for you whenever you need a hug or to vent or just a shoulder to cry on💖💖 I love you 💖 we all do💖
I love you too! <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
BastionKnight and tiny said things much more eloquently than I could. But I agree, share or don't, we love you either way.
@jesusredeemedme2425 sending u hugs and some tea
Not a fan of tea… Got anything else? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 chocolate cake thingy?
My body isn’t a fan of chocolate. Shirley Temple and cheesecake? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 I don't have those but I do have leftover chicken and rice if that works 😁
Oh wait, I also have cheese. No cake yet, but hey. It will get there if you give me a moment
Nah, this is an “I need dessert” kinda, mentally broken kinda day :(
@jesusredeemedme2425 tadaaa
And got you the girl too, but her parents said we have to bring her back before 8
I meant the drink XD
@jesusredeemedme2425 oh, close enough 😂 lemme get it right
Close but that’s REALLY watery lol! Needs way more grenadine hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425 now?
@sadcat13 😂😂😂😋😋
Better, needs to be slightly darker red tho hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425 and I thought I am picky 😁 this is the reddest I could find, let me know if it needs adjusting 😁
Not quite that dark XD
@jesusredeemedme2425 😂😂😂😂
@jesusredeemedme2425 I'll just drink the tea and eat the chocolate cake thingy😋 but I'm only doing this for you kiara😋😋😋
@Tinywhisper11 I got ice-cream for you to have with it
@sadcat13 ooooo! Mine mine😋😋😋
@Tinywhisper11 yesssss
@Tinywhisper11
What a good friend 😁💚
@Amanda84 😂😂😂 I really am💖😂😂
@sadcat13
Gooooood choice!
@BastionKnight you can have it, Kiara doesn't approve and I can't have chocolate either. So wanna do the honours of owning the cake? 😊
@BastionKnight well, tiny ate it but here, got you a new one 😊
@sadcat13 sir knight please can I have a little bit??? Great thankyou
Oooooh that looks good <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Hey hey, Kiara. I'm so sorry for your breakdown. It is okay. You're human. You can't be strong 24×7. It is okay to cry and shed those tears. It is okay to feel too much. This shall pass.
I want you to remember that I'm always by your side. You're a wonderful human. I'm so proud of you.
I NEVER cry. My body refuses to let me.
Thank you <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 @trueconfidant123 joins in on the hug💖
@Tinywhisper11
@jesusredeemedme2425
I sorta understand that (maybe if I understand what you mean correctly)
How exactly does it work for you? (I know of people who just have broken or other issues with their tear ducts so they physically can't cry I sorta assumed you meant that but if not I would be curious to know unless it's a uncomfortable topic)
(My own experience below hopefully it's not uncomfortable making to the reader(s))
Cuz like my tear ducts don't generally work great so most of the time I just can't cry and the few time I do its like 3 years at most so instead your just stuck with that yucky dry sticky feeling in your throat and just a general rawness to you? Is that sorta similar? It's a pain cuz you want to cry sometimes you want to physically push everything out through your tears and anguish (or insert preferred emotion of dissipation) and just feel normal?
Sorry rant, that's how I get/feel sometimes, would that be relatable? If not how is it for you? Unless this is an uncomfortable topic.
Not uncomfortable at all <3 *hugs* <3
It’s more like… I’ve hidden my feelings for so long that my body forgot how.
@jesusredeemedme2425
I'll cry for you because I'm an emotional baby and my body can't hold itself back from a breakdown 😭😂
I’m jealous honestly…
@jesusredeemedme2425
I don't believe you lol, I always thought it was my weakness
I went for years without crying then wept. Things will be moving in you.
@jesusredeemedme2425 ( sits with you and offers safe hugs) I'm sorry this happened. Moments like this we need to remember to treat ourselves with gentleness and kindness, like we would if we were dealing with the flu or something. Can you think of something you can do right now to show yourself some kindness? 💜
Food might help. Doing some small projects. Idk
@jesusredeemedme2425 Maybe a nice warm bowl of soup? Maybe you could draw a warm sunny beach somewhere? Or a little cabin in the woods?
I’m drawing rn :)
@jesusredeemedme2425 gives you soul's puppy for you to hug💖😁💖
Awww! Twistie’s doggie <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 he is there for you to cuddle and cry with, but don't wipe your nose in him.. It soul might be annoyed😁
@Tinywhisper11 Yes, no boogers on the puppy please 😝
Burst my bubble, why dontcha XD
@jesusredeemedme2425 😂 You can always use Mayo's mane 😁
I mean… She didn’t say I couldn’t XD
@jesusredeemedme2425 Exactly! 😂
@jesusredeemedme2425 @mytwistedsoul
Whaaaaaaaaa!?😮😮😮😮😮 don't use mayo😮😮😮 🤔🤔 you can use one of @Torean 's piggies😁😁
@Tinywhisper11 one for each nostril 🤭
@mytwistedsoul yep😂😂
No. What? No. I will slay every last booger and booger haver. The guineas will be booger free
How does one slay a booger????
@jesusredeemedme2425
Swords, fire, or eating usually. Hopefully not eating. Tissues too I guess. Technically you could use lots of other creative solutions too.
I don’t relish the thought of fire up my nose XD
WHY would people eat their boogers????? XD
@jesusredeemedme2425 They're recycling 🤭
@mytwistedsoul 😂😂😂😂😂 that's so gross 😝😝😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11 😂
@mytwistedsoul 😂😂😂😂
@Torean 😂😂😂😂😂
@jesusredeemedme2425 This is him actually. His name is Yogi 😊
HE’S SO CUTE AHHHHH <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 Thank you! 🩷
@mytwistedsoul he's smiling in that photo😍😍
@jesusredeemedme2425 Awesome! What are you drawing?
A whole bunch of things. I’m trying a new technique :)
@jesusredeemedme2425 That's great! I'm really happy to hear this 😊 It's calming to do things like that
It really is <3 Trying to do new kinds of art, and also use new media as well <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 I'm so, so sorry you're going through this kiara 🙁 It's okay to cry and let those emotions out. You're not alone in this. I'm here for you 💖 Sending you tons of love ❤️❤️
Thank you <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 ❤️❤️❤️
I’m just numb and really sleepy atm
@jesusredeemedme2425 Maybe, have you tried listening to guided sleep meditations? it might help you feel comfort and make you fall asleep rn 🤍 have some rest <3
Ik some good channels which I can recommend on y.t
I don’t believe in those, but the white noise from the rain, birds, traffic, and wind are making me sleepy and calmer <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 okei <3 I'm glad that helps you feel calmer 🤍
*hugs* 🐾💖
I ran out of hearts for you, so here's one <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 💝💝💝
@jesusredeemedme2425
Sweetiee, you're not a mess ): I'm sorry that life is being harsh on u...!! You're not alone in this, we are here for u love. Just take things slow, ik thing are overwhelming n hurtful to u, it's okay to cry at this point, let it all out... We are here what ever you going through. Can I ask u, What is that one thing that you think will help u out of ur current situation??
I love you for infinity <3 *Hugs tight* ❤️
@jesusredeemedme2425
You are not a mess, Jesus Christ loves you and He is with you He will never leave you, I will Pray for you, We can do all things through Christ who strengthens us Philippians 4:13
And Romans 8:38-39
Says that nothing can separate us from the Love of God
Amen <3 Thank you <3
@jesusredeemedme2425Hi
Hi
I’m so sorry. Hugs.
Thank you *hugs* <3
