Im slipping
I saw something earlier today that pushed me to make this post, after days of overthinking. It...is as the title says.
Im slipping.
Ive...nearly done things I couldnt come back from. Ive cut off ties with some people, but i dont feel better or worse for it. I just feel dull. And the kicker, the lies. All the lovely little lies I live in.
Idk what to say, honestly. Ive seen people reaching out more lately. Thought, maybe its a step. But it feels dramatic, and like I have to reassure you things i dont believe in the end: im fine, dont worry, itll pass
you know how they say you cant sit in silence when you need help, that you have to ask for it?
well, im asking for it, then.
@unassumingEyes
i feel you so much on this, feeling the obligation to lie because you know someone did their best to help but it just didn't click or when you're just not fine but have to pretend<3
you are right! reaching out for help is a big step forward and it's not dramatic on your end. when you need help, you need help! we're here for you, hoping to comfort you on this long journey ahead🤜 and also--!
@unassumingEyes
Hugs 🫂 Eyes 👀 🥺
Please keep reaching out, talk to a listener here, it will help to talk about it.
@unassumingEyes
I'm sorry I'm a little late to this.
Reaching out was a good idea. Here, you don't have to lie. You don't have to reveal all your truth, but you can be yourself without shame.
I do encourage you to post more. It doesn't have to be deep and meaningful... I'd just like to see more of those unassuming eyes.
@Torean @DansLeVide @Amanda84 @Tinywhisper11 @fossilfellow @mytwistedsoul @goldenduckling @VictoriaLove7 @cyanessence
Thank you all for your support 🤍 i really am struggling with dealing with stuff. And ive had a mental block stopping me from reopening this post xD but i really am very grateful for your kind words 🤍 thank you for being you and responding with such understanding 🤍
@unassumingEyes
Hugs 🤗 Eyes 👀 I hope things will get better soon for you 🥺
How can we best love and support you? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 stick around, i guess. Theres nothing better than people who stay 🤷♀️
We ain’t goin nowhere <3
And please keep telling us what you’re thinking about… We want to be here for you every step of the way <3
@unassumingEyes how are you doing today?
@Tinywhisper11 hey tiny 🤍 just woke up today. Yesterday was just cupsing, all day, and pretending to exist xD but i feel less like a zombie this morning. Howre you doing? 🤍
@unassumingEyes well I'm glad your not showing your inner zombie today😂 cupsing is a good way to spend some time💖 but try and do little things that make you smile in between💖 I'm doing 🤔🤔 ok'ish, but I'm getting there💖💖 hugs you tightly 💖
@Tinywhisper11 big safe hugs for our favourite princess tiny 🫂🫂
@unassumingEyes awww 💖
Keep is updated! We are here for you!
Thank you for reaching out and for sharing all of this, it takes so much courage to say what you just did. You’re not being dramatic at all. What you're feeling is real, and I'm really sorry you're carrying so much pain right now. I'm here for you. You're not alone, and you don’t have to go through this in silence anymore. You matter. We can take this one small step at a time, together.
Dear UnassumingEyes:
You are not your thoughts. Your care thoughts are just mental habits that were original created to protect from uncertainty as no anxiety. You are doing the right thing to reach out for help and connecting with other people. Best wishes.❤️
