To people who felt stuck at one point

Tbh I take it one day at a time and just try to get myself through the day. I’m also on medication, constantly journaling and distracting myself with video games atm. You got this.

I fight for happiness and life because love will never die.

realizing how far i've come, and the things i've accomplished to get me to this point. even if it's a low point, i think of all of the highs. i also think of all of the people that have put time and effort into helping me survive, i wouldnt want them to feel like they failed because they were there for me when i needed them the most.

@nabiroses

i think what keeps me going is the fact that i wanna give my parents a royal life and let them live stress free. Yes, I agree there are days when I just give it up all but ik im gonna be fine and tomorrow is gonna be a new start again. u got this too, just dont give up

@nabiroses

i keep going just hoping that one day, even if not now, things might feel lighter 😊⚡✌️

There is good in even the littlest of things. Start trying to recognize one or two and then build on that! It may take time and not be a quick easy solution but will get easier with time and the more you make it a habit.

For me, it's because my family would certainly be mad at me if I died, and I don't want them to keep criticising me even upon death.

@nabiroses you are allowed to feel however you feel. I wake up everyday playing a waiting game until I don't. Feeling is different from action. I think those around you are trying to say they want you to stick around 

I have personal experience with this. I’d say.. it really is complex to tell the truth. It would have to be a combination of things.

Mostly of being able to detach and really connect with myself to understand what it is I am dealing with

I kind of had an end point of how I wanted to feel

And then from there every decision and action aligned with that

Does that make sense?

And a lot of the actions and moments or should I say critical deciding moments and factors were incrementally pushing me in that direction

But one thing I can say. It was never due the actions of others. It was always a combination of luck, circumstance people and applying a thought disciplined approach

Because I realized early on that I can’t have what I want directly. And what I mean is my own feeling. It’s selfish to try to. But to me it’s really important or was or is!

So that’s all I can say really. And also I found that empathizing with others really helped me because it taught me that those people. The same ones whom I want to feel as or thought I did. Actually.. had a ton of trouble of their own and they themselves are struggling

So slowly I’d do things to help me in a selfish way but all the while remaining true to everyone else and being sincere in all my actions and what it is that I did

At times I’d have cried. Or sighed deeply for hours or whatever the case may have been. But that’s what pulled through really. What I’m sharing here.

I also learned that with this approach - it opens up a lot of doors. Because people begin want to helping you back, because you give unconditionally with a lot of discernment (again the selfish part) you’re able to be fair on everyone and yourself too.

This is a fraction of what I have to share about that. I really hope it is worth a cent or so and you may glean something.

Much love and respect your way ❤️

@nabiroses

these past 4 years have been some of the darkest in my life. i'm still struggling, and this phase has shown me just how fragile and human i really am

i remember being younger, feeling so lost, so depressed that i thought one day i'd just give it all up. but here i am, 4 years later. Not much has changed, but i've found a new drive to live

i started shifting my focus to my goals and dreams. i'd daydream about the life i wanted, and i knew that nothing was impossible. i began to realize the potential i carry and even the smallest steps helped move me closer to where i want to be

i've stumbled a lot. i've had to pick myself back up again and again. buy every time, i've grown a little stronger. and now, i'm beginning to enjoy life more. and it all started with a goal, and that one small step forward :)