what's the point...
I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I think I've just about given up. Tired of trying. it feels like I've just stopped caring about everything, nothing matters to me anymore. Whats the point of anything. I just feel numb, don't really feel anything atp. No one understands, no one cares. Im just a hopeless cause who should'nt even be here. I was just some stupid mistake. Why me? why now? why why why. I could ask a million questions but only end up more and more confused. They say time heals everything... but nothing will heal if I cant escape the source of my pain. There's nothing I can do. I can't be fixed if I'm already beyond repair. This was all my fault, I wish I could go back and undo everything. I cant keep living like this. Nothing feels real, nothing makes sense. idk what Im doing, and I probably never will.
I read in the replies that it's been a year like this for you too?
May I ask what might have somehow just triggered this for you?
I too have been feeling like this for over a year. I think the hurricane from last year started it. Why idk? But since then, I've been struggling to relax without thinking something, big or small, will happen & I'll be helpless to handle it.
Sorry to share my crap in this without you askin. I just hope you know, you're not alone & here to message.
@TealQueen90
Thanks for reading.
Yeah I guess it has been a year already since everything started.
There was something that triggered it but I don't want to say what it was. But it was something small and insignificant, then that problem resolved itself and somehow more and more things came up that just got worse and worse, and here we are. 🙃
Don't apologize, I'm glad you shared here. Your not alone either. (:
@IzzyGamer
I can understand not wanting to share that detail. And I feel you on how even when it's something small and resolved, it somehow doesn't bring the relief to the mind & more things just seem to keep that scab from healing.
It's a very cruel thing whatever it is.
Lol yeah I say sorry a lot. That's another scab I hope to heal one day.
I m so sorry you re feeling this way just to let you know no one is perfect we are all broken and cracked but this doesn't mean we are beyond repair somehow our imperfections and those cracks are beautiful we are like one mosaic mural made of broken glass but still beautiful i don't know the source of your pain or how it can get fixed if you can get away from it then do so if you can confront it then do so i would suggest therapy or talking about it with someone if you can't that's fine try journaling to organise ur thoughts you aren't a mistake no one is you are just someone who need help a brave person for speaking about it and a good person for feeling so much know that if you want to talk we are all here for you you aren't alone🤍
@wisteria28
Thanks for the kind message, I appreciate it (:
No problem☺️ i hope you are doing well ?
@wisteria28
I'm managing I guess. Hope your also doing well.
I m doing well thank you and I wish things gets better for you too sending you lots of love
@wisteria28
Thank you (:
No need to thank me 😊 🤍
@IzzyGamer ok
Hello, are you okay?
@bhavikaaaaaa
Yes? No? idk if I'm ok tbh lol 🙃
Everything will be okay dear friend 💕
No need to lose hope.
It's temporary.
You learned patience, you did not give up, you are so brave.
I understand that you feeling like nothing matters, no one cares, loosing interest
Thats completely fine, sometimes our mind gets exhausted.
We need to recharge it, we need bring good thoughts, we need find purpose of life.
We need to find peace, and remember you matter! Quietly or massively
No one cares huh? Who told you..Your God cares, even I am writing..it means i care also.
Just strive for peace , find reason and purpose of life.
Indeed Allah is best creator.
Thank you 💕💓
@sereneMoon313
Thanks for reading.
I appreciate the kindness (:
Hello, Izzy,,
I fully understand your position as most of us are going thru this, me too. But remember there is a reason for which we are here. Don’t Giveup and try to keep calm for few minutes, take Deep Breathing for min 5 minutes, if you are able to go out for small walk then do it, Try eat something you like. Then close you eyes and concentrate and talk to Almighty God, Try Cry and explain yourself your pain and agony, seek refuge, although Almighty knows it already and the way you connect to Almighty God you feel relaxed and try become Positive, change your thought process and question yourself what actually is which make you think like this, justify it,,Challenge your Nagative thoughts and try find solution, it’s not very easy but you can do it, you are not alone, hold my hand and make a chain with others itt will increase our power and look at the dim light at the end of tunnel and we all together make it happen. May Almighty God Give you peace, tranquility
And relieve you from all the pains and bring you and all of us back to normal. Amen
@considerateChestnut4179
Thanks, I appreciate it.
I'm trying to keep going I g. Even if it is hard.
I understand and respect you're ability to be transparent and vulnerable but it sounds like your playing the victim role...My whole life I was waiting for someone to save me until I realized I was that someone. Maybe I'm completely wrong but what lies at the bottom of those emotions and feelings? What would it be that would make all that go away or be opposite? 100% honesty almost seems impossible these days. Doing that with yourself is even more difficult
I understand and respect you're ability to be transparent and vulnerable but it sounds like your playing the victim role...My whole life I was waiting for someone to save me until I realized I was that someone. Maybe I'm completely wrong but what lies at the bottom of those emotions and feelings? What would it be that would make all that go away or be opposite? 100% honesty almost seems impossible these days. Doing that with yourself is even more difficult
@JasonJoseph12
Thanks, for reading.
I don't really know If I'm waiting for someone, maybe it's more of a something? Idk actually.
There's nothing that can really make it all go away, I mean I'll never really forget any of it. it's just a part of me now.
Hello Izzy! I’m sorry you feel this way, you deserve support, help n to be listened to, your valued and you will always be welcome to connect with one of our teen listeners! Please dont hesitate to get the support your entailed to!
@fancyPower6268
Thanks, I appreciate it.
I feel somewhat like you at times. Too many things in this world frustrates me so or makes me sad.
@catgirl278
I'm sorry you feel the same way sometimes. I do hope things get better for you tho. Your not alone.
Thank you. This is the toughest month for me, November because it marks a year ago that I lost my baby girl, cat who was almost 16 years old.
@catgirl278
I'm really sorry, I can't imagine how hard it's been for you. Your strong for not giving up, that much is clear. Your not alone here, there's ppl who care, I care, and I'm glad you shared a little here. (: