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@Tinywhisper11

Oh honey... I am so sorry. Flashbacks are so hard... I can't imagine what it's like with such horrifying abuse and torture. I'm so sorry... :'(

*cuddles and hugs and ice cream and wiggly puppies to make you feel better* <3

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Tiny needs some love, please <3

@Tinywhisper11*hugs you tightly* ❤️ They say that remembering can be a sign that the brain is trying to process the things (healing ) it tucked away from us. Which healing sounds like a nice thing - no one warns you of the levels of he.ll you have to fight through to get there. I understand that brain needs to work through things but the process is brutal. It affects everything including sleep. You're exhausted and emotionally wrung out trying to work through the past

You definitely belong! You’re literally our sister <3 Does anyone agree??? <3

@Tinywhisper11 As difficult as this may have been for you to write, I'm glad you did. You're an incredibly brave and beautiful soul despite all you have endured. There's really no one quite like you because you're in a league all in your own. 

As I read your post, my eyes watered and I got tingles in my body. My heart really aches knowing that you're hurting. Please keep on praying, venting, writing, etc-- just do whatever you need to in order to heal and find peace. 

There's so many of us here who love and care for you and I hope you know this. We love you, sweetest Tiny! ♡ 

@Tinywhisper11

Whisper!! 💞💞💞💞🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂I can only imagine how painful things have been for you! Please know that I'm always always there for you whenever you feel like sharing yourself! The whole Cups community is there for you just right here. You are never really alone in this, we all are there for you! 

I feel and hear you!🫂All I want to say is, it takes a lot of courage to share your vulnerabilities and be a voice to your heart! I'm so proud of you for that! 

Allow yourself to grieve and feel what you feel! 

Kindly don't forget that what you are going through is you outgrowing a version of you that no longer serves! It's all gone! It's in the past and here in this very moment, what you feel is your wounds getting recovered! Your strength getting ignited and Whisper's soul is calling out for that transformation! 

This is really painful, brings in a lot of suffering but eventually this too shall pass and you will be on the other side all grown, stronger, wiser and powerful! 

You are a damn strong lady and that radiates wide! It reaches everybody here! Don't forget your light! All this darkness will end soon when your light will shine! And it is shining, it will shine more brighter ❣️ 🌻 

You survived, you chose not to give up on life and that is real strength right there! 💓 I just would suggest that, these are symptoms of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, if possible, kindly seek help for better managing this be it a listener, a therapist or even on the internet whenever you feel stable enough to take action. 

The Universe is there with you! It's transferring that energy to you all through your heart, body and mind. Breathe and just know that we are there! ❤️ This too shall pass very soon! 

Sending you all the love love love! 💘 

@Tinywhisper11

I'm sorry you're re-experiencing trauma. I can relate. I remembered some things recently that I wish I hadn't... why do our brains do this to us?

My heart goes out to you. I don't know if I know the words to provide comfort. I don't think what happened to me compares much to what you went through... I'm just so glad you're with us.

@Tinywhisper11 I'm thankful you have the courage to tell us. I'm with you and here for you, friend. I hope this traumatic episode ends quickly and you find the healing you deserve. Our minds and heart desire peace and love. God hears our cries and never fails us. Love you Lola 💜🖤💛

@Tinywhisper11

I am really sorry to hear what you have been going through.

I bypassed your trigger warning, and it hit me quite hard... I felt like I was there because I was a witness of SA when I was at the age of... one, before I was able to speak.

I hope I could take away just a small piece of your pain. And I really admire the beauty and strength of your brave soul 💜 

Good you are safe now, my friend.

hugs (so many hugs, anytime you need)

I wish anything I could say would get rid of the pain. Your resilience is at a level far beyond what most will ever comprehend... Like, you came from a place like that, and now you've become such a strong light in so many people's lives, you create beautiful things, you're always learning now, experiencing, helping all of us have fun doing the same, and making the world a much better place. And you've planted seeds of hope for anyone going through what you've gone through.

Personally, you've given me a lot to fight for. I won't rest until suffering like that ends (I mean, I take little rests, and I don't know how to end it directly, but every moment I live is making me stronger for it. I don't care what lifetime or dimension that battle's gotta take place.) But enough of the tough talk 😅 I meant that in a different way too. You've given me the strength to prove to myself that I can be bigger than my past. And if I can give you that kind of strength in return, and show you the love and caring you've shown me, then I think I must be on the right path after all, despite everything.